ok i have yet to filter out the pics to put on my
blog cos got a lot..i'll try my best..=) but for now i've lots to thank God
for!!

ok my appeal to NUS failed..so i'll be going to
NTU..was thinking of staying in hostel actually..then asked my mum..then she
said if i can wake up then i go lo..then i realised oh ya!!i cant wake up by
myself becos i cant even hear anything when my alarm rings!!so bad choice..not
gonna stay hostel unless after one semester i feel like i really cant take it
then i may consider staying..sad case..gonna be FAR!!!by the way, I was sad that
I cant make it for the orientation FOC camp at NTU becos I was waiting for my
appeal result so I din apply for the camp..then now the camp start le..so too
late to go le..a lot of circumstances came in too..like a lot of
worries..worried that I wun make any new frens..becos i duno any1 going to chem
engine at NTU..worried tt my timetable will be very shiong..worried tt I cant
catch up becos I did not take physics and JM says there's a lot of phy
modules..afraid tt I cant cope..tons of worries and fears tt I dun dare to move
4ward n dun feel like going uni..then JM encouraged me and say that I shdnt
worry becos it's all in God's hands and He'll bless me in everything..if God
placed me there, He'll help me and bless me in the uni..tt helped..thank God 4
him=) Also, during congre meeting, pastor fei fei said tt we shdnt place our
hope ard our circumstances and problems but shd put our hope ard God and in
God..tt's God's words to me thru her..I'm gonna take faith and look at the big
picture..y look at e negative side?there's a bright side of it tt i din dare to
go near at all..=)

also wanna thank God for wad He has done for me in
my family..thank Him for the time spent with my family and a much closer bond
created there..they now no more abt me going to church..tt day SOL i woke up at
9.45am..i was so late!!realised parents were not ard..when they came back my mum
asked where I was goin..i said church..then she asked wana eat breakfast not she
cook for me...then i said no cos i was in a hurry..then she said 'siao ah
likedat dun nid to eat breakfast ah?'..then when i was gonna leave my papa asked
where i was going..i said church and he said in a fierce tone "go until at nite
ah?!" then i tink le i said "no until evening.." then he din said anything..then
i quickly ran outta hse..haha..thank God lo..it's bits of pieces of little works
He did for me..God is good=)

gonna continue praying..among the many
circumstances I just wana thank God for wadever tt He has provided me with and
is still providing..Hallelujah!!=)

oh ya..thurs gotta go for medical check up at
NTU..all the way there!!=( gonna go in the morning then see until wad time then
maybe i go work half day in the afternoon..no money!!duno how to go thru my 4
yrs in uni without income!!=( God bless me!!!haha..

by the way pls let me no if any1 is going chem
engine at NTU..or if any of ur frens are going there..=) thanks!!=)