| Thursday, August 31, 2006 |
| Thanking God in all things.. |
here i am to thank God again..tho i'm stuck not knowing how to do my tut when i'm supposed to do it now..i decided to spend sum time thanking my God for His deeds in my life..
ok was and am really lost in lects nowadays and cant catch up anywhere..can say i'm really desperate and at a loss..but today is my day of relief!!i seeked God and He showed me e sources of textbks!!haha managed to find at lib..still tinking whether to get my own text not cos it'll realli be convenient for studying..but anyhow..at least i got places to go to for help!more secure with textbooks..haha
wanna thank God for my supportive parents and how nice they r to me..n also thank God for slowly healing me from hives..for those who dun no..hives is a skin illness due to sum allergy..can be anything the doc say..allergy to seafood usually..can even be chocolate..haha..it's not permanent allergy..could be like normally not allergic to seafood but jux nice one day the seafood u eat is a little more contaminated n thus causes u to get hives..wah i sound like some professional in this skin illness ah?haha..cos i'm so sian of it le..i got it a few mths back n got an injection from the doc..hives is where ur whole body becomes v itchy and patches of HUGE mosquito-bite-looking things start forming all over ur body..duno how 2 describe to u how gross it is..haha..yup..hope u can u/s my agony..got it just a few days back AGAIN..was super sian when i woke up n found tt i got hives..then went injection again and this time's even worse..my hives kept recurring every nite n i got so freaked out..on e third day it worsened so badly tt had to get another injection from e doc b4 going 4 sch..he prescribed even more medicine 2 me..but i thank God tt it's slowly healing and e medication's taking effect..thank Him 4 letting me see how concerned my parents r becos they'll call me when i'm in sch n ask if i'm itchy..haha..
things r always not smooth but somehow after toking to God abt them He'll kinda show me e way to things..so pro..but so far i kinda decided that if my course's too shiong for me such that i cant do well in my course n i cant really cope..i'll prob go over to NIE for teaching degree after a semester or 2..take things slowly first..but personally i feel that uni life is tougher than jc life..uni life is much more independent and u haf to look for ur own resources whereas in jc,resources r given to u..so much tt u dun even haf time to finish them all..sec sch and jc teachers always say tt life's a breeze after jc becos jc's the worst part of studying life le..so far i cant really agree to tt cos i'm struggling but I still wanna trust God to bring me thru all these..i duno how..but sometimes things get over me n i tend to take things under my own control..forgetting tt God's in control whenever i'm overly anxious..so i pray tt God will graciously bring me back to His truth n constantly remind me tt He's in control.Amen=) |
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