| Sunday, September 17, 2006 |
| lalala... |
lalala...thinking of childhood days...feel like going back to those days when i'm small n young n cute n cuddley..then pple like to hug one...then dun nid to do anything..just cry n get wad u wan..dun nid to make any decisions or wadsoever..haha...humans r so greedy rite?we can never be contented with our lives..we're always comparing with others...like 'oh!she has this n that bla bla..so good!' and we start being jealous etc making ourselves miserable when we dun haf to be in e first place if we do not compare with others at all..we're like so dots..when we haf freedom we complain that it's too much but when we dun haf freedom we also complain..complain complain complain..all we no is to complain...wad else r we good at?were we ever good at looking at things ard us and learning to appreciate how good n blessed we r?rarely..i'm guilty of this as well..at times i look at others n i appreciate n thank God for things i have which others do not haf..but in this world n in e midst of my business i tend to forget sumtimes n tend to complain...gotta change on tt..
Romans 12:2
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.
Follow ur own heart..dun let e world n others affect u...dun let emotions overwhelm us...
weird..duno y i toking abt all this...mux look at big picture i guess..have been rather overwhelmed by events n things..so busy that i keep telling myself everything's so sian everything's so sian..then end up not sian also become sian cos end up psycho-ing myself tt it's sian..haha chim ah?try n interpret my broken english..haha..
oh ya discussed with my father abt changing to NIE..he say e choice's up to me to decide..he says he's not educated n he wun force me to do wad i dun like..all he wan is for us to be happie n for us to have an education n to earn a decent salary..whether or not how much he has to pay he'll try his best..so long as we wanna study he'll try to provide to e best tt he can..
thank God for my father..he's e one who reminded me today that we shd be contented with our lives..y compare n get ourselves upset?he said a lifetime is short..just be contented with ur own life...ha..really thank God for my parents..anw i tink tt parents are very noble pple..they gif up things n sacrifice things for their children n not sparing a tot for themselves...pple..treasure our parents!!dun shout at them like they owe us..in fact we owe them more!!
aiyo i've been tinking a lot..not good..using up my brain cells..haha..ok..shall blog till here..i i go on i'll nv stop thinking abt things!hha nites!!
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