| Saturday, September 09, 2006 |
| teacher or not? |
k major decision to make here..should i change course to teaching degree?been tinking abt it for very long..really cant cope in chem engine..suffocating myself..but anyhow..main reason is tt i cant see myself as a chem engineer..really cant see tt..can only see myself being a teacher n nothing else..so maybe tt's the path to go...haha..but do i haf the passion to teach?gotta answer tt qns b4 i can confirm change course..if no passion then go teach confirm die die one..do i wanna transform n impact the lives of e younger generation?hmm..actually yes leh..i see e generation now likedat i feel like i wanna do something to impact their lives so tt they'll become better pple..teach them values n teach them to live life to the fullest..tt's quite fulfilling rite?haha..everything's uncertain tho..can i teach in an interesting manner?m i gonna teach sec sch or pri sch?do i haf the heart to teach?if i haf the heart to teach then everything shd follow smoothly rite?questions after questions run thru my mind..but ultimately is it wad God wans for me?if it is then i'll go in n be a teacher w/o tinking too much cos i no God'll provide for me n guide me..so wun haf prob de..benefits of being a teacher r running thru my mind...saving my father the uni fees..being paid to study..being able to stay hall cos i'll be paid..etc etc..not so stressful compared to engine..etc..attractive man..everyday i go sch NIE building opp my sch only..then i always look over n tink 'shd i be there?will i be happie there?'...gonna tink n pray abt tt...soon i shall make a decision...
k..anw last sat had sports ball!!so fun!!!haha we rented costumes n there were all kinds of characters there!!guess e theme?haha the theme was moulin rouge...actually i din really no wad the moulin rouge theme shd look like..then we go choose costumes then just whole grp choose the same one tgt..haha it's only $35..i tink it's quite cheap cos dun nid to wash too..just wear le then return can le..they'll wash..purposely took a lot of pics so that we make our $35 worth!!haha..funny man..couldnt stop taking pics lo we all..i've got lots of pics..will prob upload n place the link in my blog then u can see if u wan..but i haven receive ALL the pics..all random..got somemore in other pple's cameras..haha..good thing nv go hairstylist etc..my grpmate no how to do make up n hair..she study design one..cool rite?she's v pretty..then she helped me do hair n make-up..saved quite a bit of $$ man..haha..thanks to her!!!
k life in sch is usual..actually quite thankful tt i went sports camp..if not sch will be more dead than it alr is...thank God there's this grpmate tt i'm quite close with..same frequency etc..then very comfortable to tok to her one..i'll always call her to meet for lunch etc..hee..she's nice...thank God for her!!!
shall stop here..gotta do tut n stuff=(
to those who read my blog:may ur be happie everyday n be happie after reading my blog!!haha...happy day n nite to everybody out there...lala.. |
Slid down the rainbow at 2:20 AM  |
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