| Friday, October 13, 2006 |
| I WANT A MORE FULFILLED LIFE!! |
I WANT A MORE FULFILLED LIFE!!!hmm..firstly i wanna apologise to my frens out there that i did not show enuff care and concern for ur lives..after reading some frens' blog, i feel rather detached from things...wad have i been doing?i've been trying to do well in my studies and i'm very slow so i nid a lot of time compared to others..but i wanna be more efficient!!and i pray that God'll maximise my time to do tings and to bless pple ard me!i dun wanna be too engaged in my own tings n forget abt the pple ard me..
but i thank God!I was so touched!rem i was asking for prayers becos sumting happened and i felt as tho i jux woke up fr a dream?I was very affected becos it happened to my dear fren..and i rem the times where she always tells me that she prays 4 me every nite...i was v touched n realised that I din really pray much for her n maybe such tings happened..i felt bad n said sorrie to God..n i began praying for her everyday n that God'll change things n make things good in His time...
i asked to meet up w her this week..n i decided 2 write a letter to her to convey the tings i haf in mind n to pass her the letter when i meet up w her..of cos i din wanna miss out on God in the letter so i prayed b4 n while writing the letter..prayed that God'll speak to her thru me and tt e words i write in will touch her heart..i prayed for the spirit to lead me n guide me in saying the right tings..after sealing the letter i prayed hard again..
Praise be to God!after she read e letter, she msged me saying tt indeed she thank God for me n tt she literally felt God speaking to her thru me!when i saw the msg i was so touched n i began thanking God..i replied saying tt indeed God's gd n told her indeed it's God's works..am still praying for her...
I wanna be a life impacter!not sure if there's such a thing..but ya..i pray tt God'll use me..I wanna be more spirit-filled!!!i wan more of His spirit so that when i speak,God is in me n it's Him speaking n not me!I pray tt words i speak out will not pull pple down, but will build them up and encourage them greatly..
Eph 4:29
"Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen."
tons of things to pray for as well..i wanna be baptised!!juz saw an image of my parents at my baptism cos it's such a impt thing tt they feel that they nid to be there..like those kinda prize presentation where the parents mux be there!ha..
more desire n more fire for God!keep feeling that it's not enough..i wan tt kinda feeling like i dun wanna stop reading the word of God..prayer is the key..not only is prayer the key..this key has to be accompanied by sincerity=)
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